two-four.

twenty four days to go. thats two-four (24).

Things I still need to accomplish:

1. Build boulder shoulders :) cap them off nice and round

2. Wider Lats

3. Leaner legs, bring them down at least an inch

4. Lose the bellyyyyyyy (my enemy)

5. Ham/Glute tie in (work work work in progress)

Not a lot of days and still quite the list of goals, I want to say things are coming together quite nicely. Thats all I'll say, there is always room for improvement. I refuse to be satisfied with the results I've gotten, although I am a little proud, I have to stay focused on the goal.

A couple of days ago, I almost broke. The previous post was almost a pep-talk to myself, trying to convince myself not to quit. Yes, I said it, I wanted to quit. Somewhere inside of me the little flame burnt out and I was positive I did not have what it takes to make it to the next 3 weeks. I went to bed defeated almost. Two days later, I'm two workouts in, 4 cardio sessions in, and 2 days closer to that stage than I was before..I can't quit. What was I thinking? Aside from letting everybody else down, I cant let my own self down. Not after all the work, the talk, the work...and so I'll keep pushing. I didnt break thankfully, I'm kinda tough :) and determined. So, I'll accept the sacrifices I have to continue making and go, twenty four days really isnt that far away. So back to that list, 5 mini goals before I get to that BIG GOAL, oh and I'll get there, believe that.

"when you feel like quitting, remember why you held on so long in the first place." -anon