Flashback to October 2009, one month after my competition, now what? I put on 20lbs and didn't even know where to begin with this new body. A 20 lb heavier crys??? Who wants that? I didnt. I just wanted to hide, nothing fit, everything hurt, I had curves I had never seen in my life. I felt like my life was over!! I know, superficial, self absorbed, shallow me so focused on the outter. But the larger outter me, wasn't what I was used to, and it hurt to see all my hard work wash away in as little as a month, this is what i turned into...where did my abs go? where oh were did they go....i will call this my low point.
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